Philippians 4:10-13
“Surely I know the plans I have for you,” says the Lord, “plans for your welfare and not for harm, to give you a future with hope.” —Jeremiah 29:11 (NRSVUE)
I knew I would soon experience financial hardship. The second year of graduate school was approaching, and payment on a large loan was awaiting me. Interest rates and fees for tuition loans were high, and I could not find a stable job for the summer.
Growing up, I always heard, “God will provide” but never thought much of it because I had been blessed not to have to face financial difficulty. But now that this dark cloud loomed over me, I felt vulnerable, helpless, and desperate. I found myself reaching out to God for help but realized God was not going to provide me with an instant, miraculous solution to my problem.
Soon enough, I was offered an opportunity as a paid musician for weekly church services. Then I found a scholarship to apply for. I also held a large garage sale. I discovered that God was providing me with small, open doors and nourishing my creativity to find new ways of earning what I needed.
Despite lingering worries, I found myself happier than ever after deciding to turn to God. I began trusting God to provide. I know that God will continue to provide in unexpected ways and will always be my source of strength.
Prayer: Dear God, may we ask for help when we need it and open our eyes to what you have already given us. Amen.
Thought for the day: God will provide, but not always how or when I expect.
June Chung (New Jersey, USA)
